Earlier this evening, I have this one thought;

"I'd better go back home (and have a good rest, as tomorrow is gonna be another long day) rather than hanging out with him."

And I obey it.

Omg.

I can feel my social life is "fading", bit by bit.

This really freaks me out.

p.s. Careful with what you say (esp when you repeat it again and again and again), cause it will come true.