I want to update this place, my other priorities always get in the way. For example,
Sleep – I am having lesser sleep these days.
Social convention as in hanging out with family and friends.
Work.
Social convention as in helping out at home.
Personal business as in doing stuff that I like as in swimming and Sudoku, or shopping.
And also I have another internet space I maintain specifically for bitching, exclusively for my personal development.
So I don't have enough time.
"I don't have enough time" is so something someone who like to waste time would say.
Ironically.
I would really want to write what 2009 meant to me. What being 23 meant to me. What have I achieved being 23.
I recorded what I did every weekend in 2009. And they are a lot of things that I did, but surprisingly not many enough.
A year consists of 52 weeks and 52 weekends are really not that many, 52 weekends are not that long.
Yes, indeed, I see my life now week by week. My life seems to be easy then, as many people live their life day by day.
In a couple of weeks I will be visited by the same questions I seem to encounter every few months now:
What are you aspire to be? Your long term goal?
Where do you see yourself in your next role and how will it help you to achieve your long term goal?
What are the areas that you would want to focus and development on?
(Just to include three.)
And every time I was asked by the same (stupid) questions, I always have no answer and I don't even remember what I answered the last time I was asked of these.
And a couple of weeks time is not enough for me to think of the answers.
(wow, again not enough time.)
Personally, I do think that being lost is a bliss.
